Monday, 12 December 2016

Week 12: The Strength of Mothers

In one of my courses, we talked about war, and how women’s bodies are always the site of battle. In history, women’s bodies have always been a location for violence. To systematically ruin and destroy an entire nation, it’s enemies will go after its women — the daughters, the wives, the nieces and sisters and aunties of the nation. They will seek to murder, assault, kidnap, and rape women because women are the foundation to any society. In this week’s readings with the Madres de la Plaza de Mayo it was clear the power women have, it was clear that they were and are the center of the community. There’s this strange illusion we have of mothers being harmless, kind and helpless, but in Argentina we saw the real and true power of women. Just by rallying, sitting together in groups and asking for their children back, they arguably were the dominant force in collapsing an entire authoritarian regime. The state perpetrating crimes against members of Madres de La Plaza de Mayo revealed just how much power they did have, enough of a rallying force and presence that the Argentine government was afraid. If you don’t think that’s incredible, I don’t know what is. The strength and power of women, more specifically mothers, to continue to fight and persevere against an oppressive regime even though they were at risk of dying is nothing to underestimate.

Not only that, the actions of those mothers produced a global phenomenon, they transformed motherhood (which has always been associated as an act in the private and domestic sphere) into a public issue. Women are always used as catalysts and objects for war, but they are indiscriminately and conclusively the most affected by war and consistently targeted. We talked about the dirty wars last week, but we never really went through who it affected, the families and lives it took hold of, and this chapter really shed light on that. However, I do agree with Dawson that shedding light on these issues does not always fix the problem, and more often than not it normalizes violence against women, eventually desensitizing us to the issue but we have to begin somewhere.

Week 11: Writing About War Is Weird

I put off writing this blog post for a while because I didn’t really know how to write about this. Reading about the atrocities that occurred on both sides and just listing them down seems so arbitrary and clinical. I think the meaning is lost and the importance of the wars is ignored when you’re just writing down bulletpoints. But it’s hard to conceptualize the atrocities and when you do conceptualize them, how do you explain them without belittling the meaning? There’s a strange and unique tension when you’re reading or writing about war, because unless you live something personally, you will never be able to give a worthy analysis on whatever it is you’re writing about — at least that’s what I believe. So then the question must be asked, how do we write about war? And as I went through Dawson’s accounts of the dirty wars taking place in Peru and Argentina I don’t think I’ve found an answer and I’m not so sure there will ever be one.

Reading the documents made me really uncomfortable; I didn’t know if what I was doing — reading about these gruesome acts would provide any service to anyone or if I was just fascinated by the death and gore and participating in a sort of voyeuristic violence. It was a hard line to tread. With that being said, the document that stuck out the most to me was Mario Vargas Llosa’s piece on the killings of the eight journalists in Peru. I know what that sounds like… however, it wasn’t because of the violence that drew me to it, but his departing words in the piece.

Llosa said the story of their deaths revealed the fissures of democracy in Latin America. It’s difficult for people who don’t gain anything from democracy (i.e. free press) to defend it. The Uchuraccayans didn’t understand the press, they were constantly bullied and degraded by the press, their circumstances didn’t allow them to benefit from democracy because of the inherent flaws of democracy. These events, although brutal and horrifying and should never have occurred disclosed to the public how vulnerable democracy was/is in Latin America. Democracy fails the lower classes because of constant class warfare and privileges given to one class over the other.

Llosa’s words reminded me of the absolute failure of modernity in Latin America; modernity has  always been viewed as the final point a nation should reach, the end goal for everyone. But in every step to “modernize,” Latin America has suffered immensely. The western notion of modernity is not applicable to other nations, it makes development seem like a straight forward line, but it’s never that easy. I think nations should be allowed to progress in their own timeframe within their own circumstances, pushing that idea of modernity forward has never worked, I mean look at any African nation who tried to modernize using the west’s methods. And Llosa voiced an idea I had been thinking about for a long time, but didn’t know how to phrase: guerilla movements and communist revolutions are almost always spurred on by the elite intellectual class, the privileged in society. It’s always heralded as a peasant, a proletariat revolution but that’s never the case. Especially with the Sendero’s, university students comprised the largest of the group, and I kept thinking how ironic it was that they were fighting against the bourgeoisie class when they were literally the bourgeoisie class…    

Sunday, 11 December 2016

Week 3: The Totally Unbelievable Events of Catalina de Erauso

In week three, we discussed quite a bit about Casta Paintings and Catalina de Erauso’s autobiography, “Lieutenant Nun.” I’ll start off with the Casta paintings since they’re the most prominent in my memory.

When I was looking at the Casta paintings I could almost feel the frustration of the artists trying to place people into racial categories. There were too many mixes of people, too much difference in class and gender and race, etc.… and the more divisive lines the artists tried to create, the more they were blurred. The very form of a Casta painting (a grid) attempts to put everyone into boxes, but the more lines they tried to create, the more blurred the boxes became. It was a futile task, casta paintings simply could not provide a permanent place for everyone.

And in almost complete contradistinction, Catalina de Erauso’s autobiography seemed way too unreal. Honestly, it seemed like they were taken from a 99 cent action adventure novel, rather than real events of someone’s life. Erauso was always coincidentally in the right spot at the right time. She was always being taken in by aunts and uncles who didn’t know her, or coming dangerously close to discovery by her father. Also don’t get me started on the fact that she killed her brother… how does that happen?? But I could’ve let that slide… although uncommon, those things happen. However, the main reason why I felt that Erauso’s story was fabricated was because she wasn’t executed for her actions. Disguising herself as a man, living the life of a soldier, running away from her convent… these are all actions punishable by death in the 1600’s. I mean women have been killed for a lot less… And the Pope, especially the actual, literal Pope, pardoning her? There’s just no way. Erauso essentially ran away from God and her duties to the Church, and the Catholic Church allowed that type of disobedience? From the stories we’ve read about the Church, they really aren’t as forgiving as they say they are, so I just can’t believe she got off easy. And I just remembered that Erauso took part in a lot of lesbian activity so now it just seems even more unbelievable.

Nevertheless, disregarding the truthfulness (or lack thereof) of Catalina de Erauso’s life… her story and the Casta paintings served multiple purposes rather than just entertainment for me. They were narratives that showed the tensions in the new and old world. Tensions of representation and belonging. Both demonstrated the always evident racial and gender distinctions in Latin America as well as class warfare. They revealed the cracks beneath the surface, disproving the notion that there is one Latin America as so many believe, which is something we’ve been discussing since the start of class. It forces us to question what our notions of Latin America are and what/who Latin America is comprised of.

Sunday, 20 November 2016

Research Assignment: The Meeting of the "Modern" and "Unmodern"

Source 1: n.a. Christopher Columbus - Voyages to the New World. (n.d.). Retrieved November 20, 2016, from <http://www.infoplease.com/encyclopedia/people/columbus-christopher-voyages-to-new-world.html>

This particular source outlines the four expeditions to the New World Christopher Columbus embarked on. The author’s list the four ships that accompanied Columbus into the New World and explain each expedition in detail. They provide a chronicle of the location, date and time, and summary of the events that occurred once Columbus landed in the New World. The website also includes a historical perspective of Columbus’ voyages. It situates his journey in the landscape of what was occurring at the time, i.e. Columbus was not the first person to travel to the Americas but his expeditions mark the European’s continuous attempts to navigate and colonize the Americas. They also include the ongoing discussion of Columbus’ legacy — whether or not he should be lauded as a hero or a villain in contemporary retellings of his life. This source is crucial to my group’s presentation because it gives us the starting point of Christopher Columbus; from all of these excerpts about his journeys, his successes and failures, and historical perspectives we can begin to piece together a presentation about the meeting of the two worlds. We can seek out the nuances in the story rather than brute overgeneralizations.

Source 2: Todorov, T. (1999) The Conquest of America: The Question of the Other. New York, New York: Harper & Row.


The second source I used was Tzvetan Todorov’s “The Conquest of America: The Question of the Other.” Todorov, a French-Bulgarian philosopher and author writes that Christopher Columbus’ actions marks a profound moment in the creating of identity of the European self. Although his analysis has its flaws, it’s a good place to situate the context of Columbus in our presentation. Todorov stamps the European self as the founder of modernity while the starting point of modernity began on an isolated island in the Caribbean; we acknowledge this idea is problematic as it’s centered around European perspectives however… he does offer our presentation a different rhetoric rather than the constricting colonial subject and colonial power discourse. Todorov points out the uselessness in such a narrative as it destroys the nuances in history which are critical to understanding it; he claims that the “discovery” of America was an attempt by Europeans to destroy the “other” —  a means for Europeans to identify themselves as modern and natural while the Americas were unmodern and unnatural. This analysis gives us a much more complex understanding of history which aids us as we address the many issues in Todorov’s philosophy and Columbus’ actions and voyages.

Wednesday, 16 November 2016

Week 10: The Four Archetypes in Evita

In high school psychology class, i’m not sure if this is accurate since it was a while ago... but I learned about the four archetypes that people place women and femininity into. And it kind of weirded me out that the public (including the elites and peasants) put Evita into the same four archetypes. Firstly, she was the power-hungry manipulative woman; there were rumors of Evita sleeping her way to the top and that she was only with Peron for his money and status, etc. Secondly, Evita was the the femme fatale — she “used” sex as a tool, her sexual presence enveloped rooms completely unrestrained and uncontrolled. Thirdly, Evita was the mother — she was incredibly self-sacrificing, devoted her life and love to the people of Argentina… like a mother. And finally, Evita was the Virgin Mary after she died — she was pure, true, devoted to the people, loyal to only one man in her life and virginal. She also encompassed a religious icon feature, Evita was heralded and worshipped just as much as the actual Virgin Mary was. Isn’t it so crazy to see these projections put on her so she could fit into all the realms of the public sphere? I’m not saying she wasn’t part of contributing to this persona, and it probably immensely influenced the way she connected to people by playing up these archetypes, but seeing these archetypes play themselves out on the ground was surreal.

Also when I read the documents with Evita's speech, I felt really sorrowful for her. It was clear that she was suffering from cancer and she was weak and just wanted to rest. She couldn’t fulfill her duties as a public servant and even then I don’t think she even wanted to do it anymore; she just wanted to die in peace but the public bullied it out of her. I mean the woman literally told them she had always done what they wanted, and still they continued to speak over her, demand things that she couldn’t give and refuse to accept her answers.

Side note, I feel like I'm being picky, but I couldn't help but notice Evita always used the word "Fatherland" referring to Argentina; and most people, contemporarily and in the past always equated their country with a female pronoun (the Motherland). So it was interesting to me to see her use a patriarchal term after learning in class she was a huge anti-feminist. I wonder if her anti-feminist stance had anything to do with using the term, what do you think?

Friday, 11 November 2016

Week 9: Is the United States an Anti-Imperialist Nation?

For the past few weeks I've spent a lot of time trying to decide if critiquing modernity was useful and even more than that, justified. The way Dawson's framed development in the last few chapters is that it more often than not detrimentally affects Latin America; even now in this chapter as Dawson discusses Belmont cigarettes, he talks about it as a harmful instrument used by the North to get Latin Americans to consume their products. Furthermore, from what I've seen modernity continues to reproduce harmful hierarchies about who is modern and who is not, who is rich and who is not. It frames people as traditional or westernized which is annoying to say the least. The idea of modernity is that if you're not assimilated into what the West thinks as developed, you're an uneducated savage.

However... I can understand the argument, there are certain medicines, ideologies, technologies, etc. that i believe are modern and everyone deserves to have, but then again that's a perspective from someone who has been raised in the West and thinks like a Western person. My critique then, is if modernity is so great and development is the natural point of which all civilizations grow towards why does it always seem like one person is always suffering at the hands of modernity? And is it not a form of cultural imperialism for a country to impose it's ideas on another?

I also don't agree with the way Dawson frames the United States as an anti-imperialist nation because the U.S. doesn't directly colonize nations. He virtuously ignores the violent colonization of Hawaii, the Philippines and Puerto Rico. But even if I disregard that, imperialism is the direct involvement of another country trying to extend it's powers upon a different nation — America's interventions in Latin American affairs could not be a clearer portrayal of imperialism. Dawson writes that framing the United States as a violent oppressor or noble saviour serves a political interest but does little to reveal nuanced truths. I sort of agree...? But he really doesn't even have a good argument for this. Like yeah okay both are consuming each other, but you can't deny that one is gaining way more than the other. It's like when Columbus traded broken plates for gold with the indigenous population... sure they're both getting something, but it's not equal by any means and to try to claim it like it is, is nothing short of egregious.

Sunday, 6 November 2016

Week 8: Did Zapata Look Uncomfortable to You?

For this week's reading I actually found the text to be a lot more intriguing than the articles, I think it situated the theme of this class in a context I could better understand. One of the more memorable lines Dawson writes in the chapter was that “Latin Americans lived in a fragmentary world, one person's boom was another person's crisis.” A lot of our in class discussions always revolve around arguing if the ends justify the means, if one person’s boom is worth another person’s crisis, if we can overlook the brutality of tyrants by measuring their overall progress (President Diaz comes to mind when I write this). I disagree with any ends justify the means discourse, so I say no, but I’m curious to what you think. Do you disagree or agree?

One of the really interesting things from the text i read was Dawson's take on the photographs of the Zapistas eating at Sanborns, and Villa and Zapata in Mexico City. If you look in the Sanborns one, there's a man dressed in a three piece tuxedo suit staring directly at the back of the soldiers and he looks soooo uncomfortable — it’s really something else. In the beginning, I did disagree with Dawson’s proposed theory that the Zapistas and Zapata look uncomfortable to be there but the more I thought about it, it does make sense. I’ve met real country people and they’ve always seemed uncomfortable to be in the city, it’s not their home. They don’t really relate to what city folk think about or the customs or their fashion. Although it seems like a large presumption to make about a photo taken from over a century ago, I think it’s a rational one. The rural and peasant class never went to the city, and I know they were gawked at, stared at, probably even had expletives yelled at them while they seized Mexico city. So yes, I think Zapata and the Zapistas may have been uncomfortable there. And Dawson draws up a good theory that the way the peasantry occupied the city (through force, terror and violence) served as a reminder they did not belong there. If you belong to something you shouldn’t have to force yourself on it. They’re people who have been on the margins looking in, and once they’re finally in they realize they still aren’t in it. But i'm not sure, did Zapata look uncomfortable to you?

Tuesday, 25 October 2016

Week 7: Do the Ends Justify the Means?

I usually enjoy the documents over the actual chapter textbook because they tend to be less dense and more fascinating in my opinion, and this week wasn't any different.

I found the Diaz reading really interesting, especially with having the privilege of knowing what actually occurs in history. When I read it, Diaz seemed like such a charismatic, great, hero of Mexico and of modernity. If I didn’t know better, I would think he truly was a selfless leader, one who only wanted the best for his people and his nation… But I do know better. I know that he wasn’t true to his word, and tried to run for another term, basically crowning himself the dictator of Mexico once more and spurring on the Mexican Revolution. It made me really curious, I wonder what occurred that made someone who seemed so intent on the progression of Mexico disregard it entirely? It was also a little off-putting to see Diaz and the journalist talk about the murders Diaz and his army perpetrated so callously... in the name of democracy, liberty, and country. This brought me to my question, do you think that the ends justifies the means as Diaz says? Are the atrocities and the countless people he killed forgivable in the name of pushing forth order and progress?

The photography section reminded me a lot of South African photography during apartheid, when photography played a huge role in the ending of segregation. Photography allowed outsiders a gaze into the true ugly realm of apartheid and it was a pivotal part of independence. It seemed to me that Latin American photography was a means of creating a tangible identity for Latin America -- one more rooted in modernity, democracy, or showcasing the beauty of indigenous cultures. As much as they were used to display difference, for me they were also amazing at showing the true diversity of people.

What I was curious about though was who was the audience for these photos? Dawson mentions that often photographers would set up studios and he doesn't mention if these photos are large enough to be hung in studios or dispersed to individuals. Who would see the photos of the indigenous men, or the Peruvian soldier and his wife? Honestly what purpose would they serve? I get the argument of showing racial distinctions and categories but who would have the time to walk around town showing people photos of indigenous communities… It seems bizarre.




Wednesday, 19 October 2016

Week 6: Latin American Feminism

I mainly found the Echnique and Sagasta articles interesting because I love reading feminist discourses by women of colour before the first wave in the 1920's. They're definitely far left and right discourses and they're both flawed and brilliant in their own way. To me, both of their perspectives were reductive but I could also really understand their logic.

I heard some people claim that Sagasta was arguing for the right of women to be mothers and not be vilified for it but I don't think that's a fair claim. She's arguing that women's only place in the world is as a mother and a wife. She's telling us emancipation is wrong because we'll lose our purposes in life (serving men). Sagasta views women as inferior to men physically and emotionally -- our bodies just can't take the same amount of trauma men can. Even so, she thinks our spiritual connections to the world are invaluable; we are beautiful the way we are and we shouldn't seek to emancipate ourselves. Our thrones, as queens, rest in the household -- which is by far one of my favourite sentences in her article. We are beautiful, radiant, royalty, the backbones of families, the essence of purity, but still second to men.

And Echnique's article is pretty much summed up to making women feel guilty for having comfort in things like art, literature or poetry. She claims that these focuses are useless and are one of our main oppressors. She tells us to reject these values and seek knowledge in "practical philosophy" which is basically critical self-reflection... but, contrary to her belief, most if not all of art, poetry and literature are forms of self-reflection. Even with that harsh critique that as women we're too focused on sentiments, she praises us! She wants us to be emancipated, fulfill our dreams because we are as equal to men.. and perhaps even better.

It was really amusing to see them love women, women's powers, and bodies, but still reduce them down to how 1) they are helpful to men or 2) how they are not useful to men or even relevant.
But I'd like to know what you think, do you disagree or agree with me? Am I not critiquing them enough or vice versa?

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Tuesday, 11 October 2016

Week 5: Caudillos vs. The Nation State

My initial thoughts on this week's reading is a little bit scattered but I'll try my best to arrange them in an order that makes sense. 

I find Bolivar almost a little irritating in a lot of contexts, now knowing his history and background as Creole elite. He spoke with so much optimism about uniting Latin America against the great threat that was the United States, but at his core he was purely an elite fighting for the elites, which is why central authority broke down in post-independence Latin America. You have a group of people who have always been at the top or close to the top of the hierarchy even in a colonial context, now fighting for the top, and you have others who have been completely subjugated and marginalized also fighting to be at the top. Of course there's going to be a war. Each faction believes they deserve a piece of the pie. Bolivar had a romanticised idea of Latin America, which would be ruled by what he called the "intellectuals or educationists" essentially people who he thought deserved to rule Latin America. The "oppressed" elite class, became the biggest oppressors after independence which is why the caudillos rose into power — by influence of the large peasantry class who believed they were being represented.

I understand that often times caudillos ruled with brute force and subjected the peasantry class to abuse but what were the other options? After independence in Latin America almost all the individual countries were thrown into a state of turmoil. The caudillos offered not only stability but central authority. They also represented the ideals of the peasantry even though they weren't necessarily part of the peasantry class, they understood the necessity of having the populace believe in them. The disenfranchised peasants needed representation regardless of how much they had to give up to the caudillos; so it's hard for me to see the caudillos in a black and white type of manner now knowing the nuances and complexities of it. It's also understandable that caudillos fought back against liberalist policies because the "enlightened" scholars attacked a lot of core values held by religious traditionalists with no sense of compromise and vice versa. It's all very complex and hard to wrap my mind around, but I have questions I'm hoping you can answer:

1) If the caudillos did not gain power, who would've represented the peasantry? What other options were there? Would the peasant class do so on their own and seize power?

2) I don't think there's even been a unified Latin America because it's such a large territory and housed within the territory are individual countries, furthermore there are a lot of distinctions and division between peoples, so would there have ever been a unified Latin America like Bolivar talks about?

3) If the caudillos had not represented the peasantry class, what would have probably occurred? A civil war between the elites and peasants? Or would the peasants have remained oppressed?

Tuesday, 4 October 2016

Week 4: Champions of Latin America?

So when I first read Simon Bolivar's letter to Jamaica, I was a little thrown by the language. It seemed especially calm compared to other revolutionary letters I've read. Most of the time, the letters are filled with passion and excitement, always overly zealous and overwhelming to the audience; but Bolivar's letter seemed much... less? It's hard to articulate but it appeared as if he was being fake humble since Bolivar was asking for money from Jamaica to fund his revolution. He threw himself at the feet of the British which is ironic because the British were exactly like the Spanish — they were both colonial ruling forces. I also really found it enlightening that Bolivar redefined the word slavery for his agenda. I have (and maybe you as well) tendencies to romanticize the past and imagine a pure Latin American revolution not contaminated by corruption, greed, etc. but that's just not true. The elite class were not seeking independence to free the chains of the people, they wanted to find more efficient ways to marginalize and disenfranchise the lower class.

Moreover, what I found the most interesting was Hugo Chavez's speech in 2003. When I first read the entire speech I was enthralled at how passionate he was.... even on paper, I could imagine every word he was saying, I could imagine all the leaders listening to him in rapt attention. I initially really liked him; I liked the message he was portraying, the criticisms of the West's efforts to subjugate Latin America and the anti-imperialist, anti-globalization, anti-neoliberalism sentiments. He was a man of the people, and as a part of the people, how could I not like him? However I learned about the truth of Chavez from my colleagues. How his championing and self-proclamation as a Bolivarian protoge was untrue. Chavez destroyed Venezuela's economy and left the nation in ruins. He made off with over 4.2 billion dollars which is now a dynastic wealth passed down to his daughter. He ruled as a dictator, silencing opposition by jailing them or having them murdered. I again, had to come to terms of me idealizing Latin America, purposely ignoring the complexities and conflicts to match my own agenda (much like Bolivar).

These readings and discussions were really enlightening. I'm trying not to judge history too harshly but it's proving difficult; it seems that Latin America simply exchanged an oppressor for another.

So my questions are:
1) Do you idealize the past? If you do, why do you think it happens?
2) How do we work on not appropriating the past to push forward certain ideals? How can we critically think of the past to keep from losing the complexities of the situation?
3) Does knowing the intentions and motivations of Bolivar and the Creole class for wanting independence lessen the importance of independence? Does it take away from independence at all, or should it still be heralded?
4) Is Chavez truly a man of the people, or am I judging him too harshly? Am I ignoring the complexities of the situation and nuances once again? If I am, why? If I am not, why?
5) Are any independences or revolutions free of ulterior motives? Can you name any that have been pure in execution and form?
6) How do some of the richest economic countries, like Venezuela or Haiti end up suffering so much in contemporary times? What are they doing wrong? Why is this happening to them?

Monday, 19 September 2016

Week 1: About Me

Hi there! My name is Angela Pope, my friends usually call me Pope, so feel free to do so too. I was born in Salt Lake City, Utah and I moved to Florida when I was kid. My dad is Canadian, from Summerside in Prince Edward Island, and my mom's from Vietnam. They both somehow wound up in the States at the exact same time and met each other, and now I'm in Vancouver. Crazy right?

Some facts about me: I'm a second year student at UBC, focusing mainly on history and gender and sexuality studies. I'm also really into photography and cinematography so I spend a lot of my free time taking photos of things I think are nice. When I'm not doing that, or drowning in articles for class, I'm pretty big into literature, so if you ever want to discuss classic novels or poets, I'm your girl. I'm also terrible with directions and maps — I've been in Vancouver for a little over a year and a half now and I'm just finally getting an understanding of the public transport system.

I'm taking this course because I've always been fascinated with any aspect of the world that didn't have anything to do with Canadian or American history. So much of what I've read on Latin America in the news, books, tv shows, etc. have mainly focused on the sensationalistic topics, and I really wanted to expand my knowledge. And I also think it's a good idea to be well-rounded, and know a few things here and there about other cultures, histories, and people. So that's what I'm doing in Latin Studies.

Week 2: Christopher Columbus: Hero or Villain?

It's really interesting to read Columbus' own writings and obtain a real look into the way he thought of himself and the King and Queen of Spain. I mean in the first few sentences, it's so hilariously clear how much sucking up Columbus has to do to appease the royalty of the Spanish Court — he used the phrase "your majesties" at least five times within one paragraph. I know... it's a small detail, and I'm not trying to nit pick, I understand that at the time Spanish royalty were heralded as the most sacred beings... but it doesn't mean it's not funny to see brown nosing was not a new concept in the 1500's.

However, reading his journal does make me sad, it's clear that Columbus never had any decent or good intentions when exploring the Americas. I mean on the first day he met the indigenous Native Americans he wrote in his journal that one of his immediate thoughts was how easy it would be to subjugate and enslave them. A few days later he notes to the King and Queen that all they would need to dominate the entire island is 50 men. Even with the gifts, kindness and love the indigenous people showed him, he was still trying to find ways to manipulate them and exploit them. Throughout the journal he doesn't explicitly say that he thinks the people are naive or stupid, but with almost every sentence he implies it, it was almost as if he was constantly mocking them.

I know there's a tendency to cast people as heroes or villains, and I vacillate between throwing people into those boxes and trying to understand the complexities. But for a man like Columbus I find it really difficult to not cast him as a villain because he did terrible acts; he can literally be traced as the first man to start the genocide and subjugation of millions of Native Americans.. How do you find a hero in that, not even, how do you find a single redeeming quality? Nobody ever thinks about Hitler and recalls fond memories of him, why shouldn't I offer Columbus the same treatment? His actions leave punishing consequences even in the present day. I'm aware that it's complex, the time he grew up in, the ideologies that were instilled, etc., but I don't think you can excuse it and frame him in any way other than the classic villain.

Some questions I had while reading his journal:
1) Does creating the narrative of Columbus as a conqueror and the Natives as vulnerable pure people who were taken advantage of rob the Natives of their agency and power? Or does it create good meaningful conversation?
2) Do you think if the indigenous population had attacked Columbus and his men, would they have won? Or would they have lost? And how would that change the narrative of what we've been taught today?
3) A lot of people pose the theory that if not Columbus who discovered the indigenous people and the "Americas" someone else would have and they would have killed the entire indigenous population, do you think that's true? Would history have unraveled the same way it had with a conquerer and a conquered or could there have been relative peace throughout the territories and mutual respect?